Be a Street Light

It begins again, the turning point or the destiny, which always happen when I almost think I will live this kind of life for good.

Like a loop, I think. Maybe life is just a loop, the good thing and the bad thing happen by turns over and over again.

I can't escape from it, or God never offer the chance for me to escape from it?

Sometimes I think is a chance for me to encourage me to go far, but sometimes I think it's  maybe just a prank, and I just take it too seriously.